So how do we get out of all this? To death. It is the only option. As long as you live, you are par

I I can not, I do not want, I do not dare. Every thing ahistaa, every small or big act makes me panic. What if I go to the doctor? He would tell the same what everyone else is up to now: I'm sick, I need help, my mind is not healthy. But I know myself that I am not sick, I'm just thinking. It is sometimes really tough, really every day is a battle of the mind. It should do some work, study, be with friends, to discuss the issues. Why can not I just be? Why do I have to be a part of this society if I do not? Why do I have to be social and to be doing something all the time? I not only should not be left alone with my own thoughts .. I do not because the state needs to taxpayers, if you do not pay, stamped and oppressed, ghost ship told how bad a person you are.
I want freedom. I do not just freedom but of peace. Too much to ask, what I'm willing to do for it? Hurt people close to me, betray a supportive and comfortable with my boss, to abandon my friend, to destroy everything. I would be willing to do it if I knew for sure that I get the peace and freedom in what I would like.
It's just not possible. Although quit his studies and my work, then what? I'd live with the money people on Welfare, imagining that I am free? It does not go .. I would still be tied into the system, ghost ship I would not have it more liberal ghost ship than now. I'm ghost ship not supposed to be left alone, should visit the employment exchange office, would have to whine Sossu to how shit life is that should the money. Is this freedom? ghost ship It is not as though many think.
So how do we get out of all this? To death. It is the only option. As long as you live, you are part of this nation. The stark fact of us who think the universe and life in a wider scale. Individuals are disappearing in the crowd. All things must be done in the same way, if you are different, you are considered to be like a stray dog. At least from my experience. Young people need to be ground to be themselves, but what about fucking you can be if at the same time explains how yours must in the future be part of all this! There will be a contradiction: a bad feeling, is applied drugs and fall into a brainwashing for export. The result is a state nausea and suicide.
Some barking so minded, not then introvert, hippie, a dissident. Eyes on our hub, we are afraid of the people, ghost ship olemma village idiots, ghost ship we are cold inside, ghost ship we supposed to change ourselves as one would want. No! we are normal! We are not sick, we have just created in your own mind. We think of the time, all the time. In fact, I do not want to harm anyone as I wrote earlier in the text. I would just like to be left alone. Understand dear people!
I always try to write a brief time that the saturation individuals can be bothered to read the text entirely, but these are the kind of things with subject branch or two and just can not say no to a brief. When you feel like to write so for I write. ghost ship I could write no matter how long but I strength to concentrate on for so long in the text and I would like to repeat myself. Simply:
I can not understand the world anymore, I have, as an individual, I can not do anything in front of anyone. Must be normal and to pay taxes in order to keep the big gentlemen ghost ship led by what happens to us. One and the same shit the whole of life.
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